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*autotune*
lalalalalalalala~~!
Itchy like hell :'( Been addicted to cheesecakes lately ://
Anyway. Yay I'm finally updating my blog (: *ahem*
Just went back from a class outing, secondary school one (: Only 14 out of 42 people came, but it still felt like a lot of people, from different cliques. And there are our drama king and queen treating us to free soap opera too :D xD
Then I remember a statement secondary school teachers made. The statement had always kept me intrigued. Many of them say that they remember their secondary school days more, and maintain friendships with their secondary school friends more than those of JC. When I heard this, I was like, "Haha, but I'm usually always an anomaly anyway." And my logic goes that I entered secondary school in Sec 3, smack in the middle of sec sch years. It was friggin' difficult for me to make friends at first (although Sec 4 year was awesome :D). Then, I got to start JC life from the very beginning, from orientation. Why should I be more attached to my secondary school than my JC?
Truth be told, until now I still can't imagine being closer to my JC friends than secondary school friends. True, there are a handful of JC friends who are close enough and whom I see as real friends, but speaking about the majority, secondary school wins hands down.
Then again, I guess it's still a bit early to make conclusions. I have to admit that I got closer to my secondary school friends only in the last half a year or so of Sec 4, and even more so after graduating. So let's see, maybe in time I can make an even clearer opinion :P
AH. Then there's midyear test coming up. They haunt me at nights, be it as thoughts filling up my mind before I fall asleep, or as dreams (nightmares). I dreamed about mugging hard, and woke up filling so incompetent. I dreamed about being able to barely make it past the test, and woke up horrified :/ I get over them fast, but desperation is what I had just started to learn to overcome. Desperation, because there's so much to learn and so little time, so little stamina. Even when I studied, I feel as if I won't be able to cover what I need to cover in time, that everything will be in vain. For midyear test, that's bad. For A levels, such thoughts weakened me from the insides.
A few days ago, though, KS brought me to Yishun library to study while waiting for movie to start. Then, I went for guitar BBQ and realised that everyone had started studying for the exams. Today, I told myself that I need to start doing something, and I did differentiation recaps and drills. Slow, maybe, but at least I'm trying. And then after the 4A class dinner, Simon asked me if I want to mug with him and Yuxi at AMK lib on Monday. I'm not alone! (: Yep I'm going. Haha. Maybe we're like trying the old method to fight new obstacles, but knowing that I'm totally not alone is good :3 Midyear exams: fail or not, I'll continue revising until 29 November 2010.
The End. Tee-hee! :D
-vNs-
*autotune*
lalalalalalalala~~!
Itchy like hell :'( Been addicted to cheesecakes lately ://
Anyway. Yay I'm finally updating my blog (: *ahem*
Just went back from a class outing, secondary school one (: Only 14 out of 42 people came, but it still felt like a lot of people, from different cliques. And there are our drama king and queen treating us to free soap opera too :D xD
Then I remember a statement secondary school teachers made. The statement had always kept me intrigued. Many of them say that they remember their secondary school days more, and maintain friendships with their secondary school friends more than those of JC. When I heard this, I was like, "Haha, but I'm usually always an anomaly anyway." And my logic goes that I entered secondary school in Sec 3, smack in the middle of sec sch years. It was friggin' difficult for me to make friends at first (although Sec 4 year was awesome :D). Then, I got to start JC life from the very beginning, from orientation. Why should I be more attached to my secondary school than my JC?
Truth be told, until now I still can't imagine being closer to my JC friends than secondary school friends. True, there are a handful of JC friends who are close enough and whom I see as real friends, but speaking about the majority, secondary school wins hands down.
Then again, I guess it's still a bit early to make conclusions. I have to admit that I got closer to my secondary school friends only in the last half a year or so of Sec 4, and even more so after graduating. So let's see, maybe in time I can make an even clearer opinion :P
AH. Then there's midyear test coming up. They haunt me at nights, be it as thoughts filling up my mind before I fall asleep, or as dreams (nightmares). I dreamed about mugging hard, and woke up filling so incompetent. I dreamed about being able to barely make it past the test, and woke up horrified :/ I get over them fast, but desperation is what I had just started to learn to overcome. Desperation, because there's so much to learn and so little time, so little stamina. Even when I studied, I feel as if I won't be able to cover what I need to cover in time, that everything will be in vain. For midyear test, that's bad. For A levels, such thoughts weakened me from the insides.
A few days ago, though, KS brought me to Yishun library to study while waiting for movie to start. Then, I went for guitar BBQ and realised that everyone had started studying for the exams. Today, I told myself that I need to start doing something, and I did differentiation recaps and drills. Slow, maybe, but at least I'm trying. And then after the 4A class dinner, Simon asked me if I want to mug with him and Yuxi at AMK lib on Monday. I'm not alone! (: Yep I'm going. Haha. Maybe we're like trying the old method to fight new obstacles, but knowing that I'm totally not alone is good :3 Midyear exams: fail or not, I'll continue revising until 29 November 2010.
The End. Tee-hee! :D
-vNs-