Veronica VanessaHaha, blogging less these days :P Either life is just so-so, or I'm busy (with both happy and dull moments, i.e. weekends AND school days :( ). Maybe a mixture of both.
Anyway. I want to congratulate myself (LOL) for getting through the past weeks before the Wednesday of March holiday. True, we didn't make it to the finals, but I feel strangely satisfied and accomplished O.O Maybe it was due to the fact that we went through LOTS of adversity to finally be able to perform on Wednesday. I did feel like giving up halfway, but I didn't. I begged, cajoled, persisted, almost went crazy, and voila. At least we end up with a complete band formation :P I don't know. I know it's strange, but I do feel accomplished. With keyboardist quitting, bassist super busy, drummer quitting after weeks of arguments, rhythm guitarist overseas on audition day etc etc, I was more than glad that we could at least perform in the end -_-" There are of course minor problems like new bassist's bass not working, etc, but that's like nothing compared to what we had gone through.
Haha. So yea, lesson learned: do your best no matter what. Regardless of the outcome, you'll feel satisfied and won't look back at the experience as a failure but rather, a success in overcoming obstacles. Life is about becoming a better you, the only one you should compare to is yourself.
Strange. Last night, I was the one who couldn't sleep well because I miss you so much.
Thursday! ;)
I've decided. I'm in a spiritual mess, I know. I've gone astray and now I'm scared. But this easter, maybe, I will find the courage to mend it.
Lord, help me.
-vNs-
Anyway. I want to congratulate myself (LOL) for getting through the past weeks before the Wednesday of March holiday. True, we didn't make it to the finals, but I feel strangely satisfied and accomplished O.O Maybe it was due to the fact that we went through LOTS of adversity to finally be able to perform on Wednesday. I did feel like giving up halfway, but I didn't. I begged, cajoled, persisted, almost went crazy, and voila. At least we end up with a complete band formation :P I don't know. I know it's strange, but I do feel accomplished. With keyboardist quitting, bassist super busy, drummer quitting after weeks of arguments, rhythm guitarist overseas on audition day etc etc, I was more than glad that we could at least perform in the end -_-" There are of course minor problems like new bassist's bass not working, etc, but that's like nothing compared to what we had gone through.
Haha. So yea, lesson learned: do your best no matter what. Regardless of the outcome, you'll feel satisfied and won't look back at the experience as a failure but rather, a success in overcoming obstacles. Life is about becoming a better you, the only one you should compare to is yourself.
Strange. Last night, I was the one who couldn't sleep well because I miss you so much.
Thursday! ;)
I've decided. I'm in a spiritual mess, I know. I've gone astray and now I'm scared. But this easter, maybe, I will find the courage to mend it.
Lord, help me.
-vNs-