Sunday, April 4, 2010 8:41 PM

The weekend had left me so fed up with my body. Not in the vain way like the typical teenagers' I'm-so-fat, but more of its state of health. Stretched muscles on my foot which became worse over time, corroded soles and blisters, all these caused me to limp at times. AND I HAVE 2.4 KM RUN IN 2 DAYS. PLEASE. Then there's this stupid gastric-alike stomach pain which attacks me every few hours. And headaches, of course, but I'm used to this. Then there's toothache on the left side of my mouth which also attacks me every so often. Like, what the hell is wrong with me this weekend??

I'm considering my options. Like, go to school and pretend like nothing has happened, or skip school for one day and go see doctor for ALL the problems that I have and get enough rest to try to recover by the next day? Then again, I think I will just go for a jog tomorrow before school, and then go to school and pretend like I'm fine. I don't know. There's this stubborn girl inside me telling me that I only need to run for two more days, and then NAPFA is over, for good! Provided that I pass, of course, and that's why I need to jog tomorrow.

But what if training only makes my feet worse?

Sigh.

If only I can have my fitness from last year's pretest.

Ok. For now I shall take multivitamins, check a few things, ignore this stubborn throbbing in my head and get enough rest.

If loneliness can kill, this is the night.

-vNs-