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Okok. Back to sanity (?) XD
AAAH. THE BIG DAY'S TWO DAYS AWAY.
I feel like it's as if I'm counting down days to my wedding day or something =.=" Can you imagine what I'll be like before my wedding if I'm like this before a concert? =.=" xD
Apparently the Internet doesn't really like me. Come on, stop lagging.
I've changed. I know I've changed since that day I was broken into pieces. The last one, I mean. I know I've been broken so many times :P Sorry, I'm made of thin glass -.-" Anyway. Yea. I've changed from a decision-maker into one whose decision is made for. I just don't care, or at least trying not to care, cos everytime I do so, I get hurt.
Hmm. Did a lot a lot of reminiscing today xD Was reminiscing about the past 1+ year in guitar, and then about the past 8+ (or 9th depending on definition--wah, sounds like history) months with KS afterwards (:
Guitar is funny. How I got to know people, how my perspective of them change. I was thinking how my perspective on everyone had changed since last year when I suddenly thought, "I guess my admiration on Zl's guitar skills is the only thing that doesn't change," when I realised that it did change, from one of admiration of skills to one more on admiration of his passion for guitar. There's no constant in guitar. Even who I mingled with changed from time to time and I can relate to almost everyone in guitar due to this. It's...kind of awesome, the memories I have in guitar. A lot of things are movie-like, really. After what happened last last week, though, I wonder how will I view the whole experience after I end it. Will I look back and remember the happy memories? Or will I remember the vivid, traumatic bad ones and recall the experience as a bad, sad one? It's a mystery indeed.
And when I talk about how movie-like things are in guitar, I haven't talked about the things I experienced with KS. The first time I met him was at his house. We accidentally (really) got a couple seat when we watched our first movie (and at that time we weren't together, so I just pretended I don't know that it's a couple seat -.- :P now we laugh about it :P). We were playing in the same band. We got together at 1.30am at his house -.-" (I always got a "O.O" reaction when someone asked me.) We've experienced a temporary long-distance relationship (HAHA long, long 3 weeks! xP) We've quarreled until it was very bad. We made up and became stronger. I don't know. Lots of things, if not all, are just movie-like O.O
Honestly, I LOVE it when things in life get movie-like. Yet I know that reality is not that exciting, nor as rosy. Yet I realised that I did experience a lot a lot of movie-like things xDxD
Yep, I still remember the feelings, the heartbeat getting faster, the sudden pause in breathing, the dream-like atmosphere.
I love you!! ((: Amazing life indeed, after you came into the picture (:
I suddenly remember how I likened JC life to a canvas. Well, it's a very unpredictable canvas. I got a very dramatic picture painted on it. The splash of colour started when you came around! (:
-vNs-
Okok. Back to sanity (?) XD
AAAH. THE BIG DAY'S TWO DAYS AWAY.
I feel like it's as if I'm counting down days to my wedding day or something =.=" Can you imagine what I'll be like before my wedding if I'm like this before a concert? =.=" xD
Apparently the Internet doesn't really like me. Come on, stop lagging.
I've changed. I know I've changed since that day I was broken into pieces. The last one, I mean. I know I've been broken so many times :P Sorry, I'm made of thin glass -.-" Anyway. Yea. I've changed from a decision-maker into one whose decision is made for. I just don't care, or at least trying not to care, cos everytime I do so, I get hurt.
Hmm. Did a lot a lot of reminiscing today xD Was reminiscing about the past 1+ year in guitar, and then about the past 8+ (or 9th depending on definition--wah, sounds like history) months with KS afterwards (:
Guitar is funny. How I got to know people, how my perspective of them change. I was thinking how my perspective on everyone had changed since last year when I suddenly thought, "I guess my admiration on Zl's guitar skills is the only thing that doesn't change," when I realised that it did change, from one of admiration of skills to one more on admiration of his passion for guitar. There's no constant in guitar. Even who I mingled with changed from time to time and I can relate to almost everyone in guitar due to this. It's...kind of awesome, the memories I have in guitar. A lot of things are movie-like, really. After what happened last last week, though, I wonder how will I view the whole experience after I end it. Will I look back and remember the happy memories? Or will I remember the vivid, traumatic bad ones and recall the experience as a bad, sad one? It's a mystery indeed.
And when I talk about how movie-like things are in guitar, I haven't talked about the things I experienced with KS. The first time I met him was at his house. We accidentally (really) got a couple seat when we watched our first movie (and at that time we weren't together, so I just pretended I don't know that it's a couple seat -.- :P now we laugh about it :P). We were playing in the same band. We got together at 1.30am at his house -.-" (I always got a "O.O" reaction when someone asked me.) We've experienced a temporary long-distance relationship (HAHA long, long 3 weeks! xP) We've quarreled until it was very bad. We made up and became stronger. I don't know. Lots of things, if not all, are just movie-like O.O
Honestly, I LOVE it when things in life get movie-like. Yet I know that reality is not that exciting, nor as rosy. Yet I realised that I did experience a lot a lot of movie-like things xDxD
Yep, I still remember the feelings, the heartbeat getting faster, the sudden pause in breathing, the dream-like atmosphere.
I love you!! ((: Amazing life indeed, after you came into the picture (:
I suddenly remember how I likened JC life to a canvas. Well, it's a very unpredictable canvas. I got a very dramatic picture painted on it. The splash of colour started when you came around! (:
-vNs-