I feel like I'm going to faint. My knees buckled when I walked, and my head felt as if it's not there. Although I feel slightly better now, that does not hold true for my state of mind. Yep, I put it on hold, but it's in a state of wreck.
I need some rest. And the rest I mean is really rest.
I don't even feel like screaming like I usually do when I'm upset. I'm simply spent.
Honestly, if there is a means where I can exchange my feelings with a robotic non-existency of one, I will do it, at least for a couple of days. I need an anaesthetic.
Ok now I feel like swearing.
Fast forward.
Run to the grave.
-vNs-
I need some rest. And the rest I mean is really rest.
I don't even feel like screaming like I usually do when I'm upset. I'm simply spent.
Honestly, if there is a means where I can exchange my feelings with a robotic non-existency of one, I will do it, at least for a couple of days. I need an anaesthetic.
Ok now I feel like swearing.
Fast forward.
Run to the grave.
-vNs-
Veronica Vanessa