Sunday, September 26, 2010 11:43 PM

Today my eyes were reopened. For the first time, I see clearly again what was the main reason that I am here, and not in Jakarta. It's not about my dreams of going overseas (as my definition of 'overseas' was at least as far as Australia), it was a need. My dreams were built upon this need, it was amended from something else entirely. Of course, there's the thing about having to get good education to make a living in the future. That, too, was amended from a need of something I had long forgotten.

Never again shall I forget the reason. I may change my mind, but my reason for being here never changed. It had taken place, it was in the past. It happened, and it was the reason why I am here.

To think about it again, he had nothing to do with it. Haha.

vNs, be a fighter. Be a fighter that you had always envisioned yourself to be. Don't give up, don't look back.

You've got someone now.

-vNs-