Veronica VanessaLonely.
As people panic for A Levels, I am feeling lonely -_-"
And I got enlightened. Did anyone ever think that loneliness breeds materialism? Well, it does not necessarily be manifested in the shopping-spree kind-of way. I just mean to say that for me, I tend to distract myself with material things when I feel lonely. Phone, laptop. Sometimes guitar and books, although somehow I find them amplifying my loneliness and so rarely resort to them.
I want to swear.
The big fight is looming ahead. Hopefully I can be a single fighter in time again. I should fight my all for that 22 days. Then I can celebrate all I want. Or cry what I want. Or do anything I want for that matter -_-"
I'm not in a very bad state either. Physics revision was done long ago. Maths was done some time ago (but need a little brushing up this week and next week). Chemistry was just done 2 days ago. This week's supposed to be for History. And a little GP. And a little Maths if I can afford to, but mainly focus on History.
I admit, when I say 'revision is done', it's still nothing compared to the level of preparation I felt I had for O Levels. But at least I've done what I can in this very limited time I spent for A's.
I should get myself mentally strengthened already.
Yet I don't have to panic. I don't need As to get where I want to (:
Of course As in Maths and GP would be much preferred :P
Am I settled, though, to go there?
Same old me. Always doubting my decisions until the very last minutes.
To everyone, including myself, fight on. Make your two years worthwhile. It's the end of your 12 years of basic education.
-vNs-