Not yet. After all this is over, the bucket can spill all it wants. I can even kick it, who cares. Just not yet.
I shouldn't be down. If there is one thing I learned from AJ, it is that when you're stressed out, act on it. Your action is what matters. So I choose to put everything aside and go for the battle first. Then I can do whatever I want. Crying is now on the list. I just can't wait to finally have the time to cry. Haha.
If you can't live for your community (yet?), live for yourself. Don't do things just because others want you to. Do what you want.
And so, I'm fighting for myself.
-vNs-
Veronica Vanessa